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Wednesday, January 5th, 2005
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well today was the frist day back of skool.....it started off really kool coz i avoided kia nd kim nd i got to see kylee!! woo!! it was so great!!
skool was pretty normal except of every1 making fun of joes hair....hehehe its funni.....but after skool i didnt see kylee for long coz of sum gay bus driver or sumthing...stupid bus driver
i love you kylee!!
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Friday, December 31st, 2004
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well as im not doin anything for new years this year i thought i mite put up sum of the things that have made this such a great year....maybe the best year that ive had in ages (or years lol)....well here are the things that have made it great:
meeting alice - one of my best friends in the whole world. all i can say is i love you
debs - i love you so much!! ur also my best friend! (and big sis!! lol))
student nite - even though i only played 3 songs it was really kool actually playing a gig
going to see r.h.c.p - one of my favorite bands ever!! seeing them was very very shall i say spinechilling....it was the best concert ive been to
meeting every1 - leanne, shezz, chris, heather, laura, vicky, holly, becka, tanya, sarra nd any1 else
in the long list of all my new friends
and the most important thing thats happened - kylee - ur the most important thing in my life. i love you so much. youve done so much for me. there are hardly any words to describe it, i love you
so yea there are a few things im looking forward in the new year:
greenday
good charlotte
no room for growth
kylee
the new student nite
bonds
new foo fighters album
writing more songs
so yea thanx to ne1 who i forgot uve all done so much for me, even if it doesnt seem like it it does mean loads to me
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Saturday, September 11th, 2004
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woo! this weekend has been so kool....i made loadsa new friends! there is
Shezz - its short for sumthing but i cant think of wot.....she's really koool and funni
Beccy - its a damn strange way to spell it but she just kept laffin
ken - yeah.....he's kinda scary
lyam - all these ppl seem to spell their names funni....he's really funni like as in haha
there was sum other ppl but i cant think of their names sorry ppl!!
but yea on saturday we just hung around nd had pizza! it took ages to make but it was sooo good. it warmed us all up. then it was really cold....hehe i like shezz she hopefully likes me lol i spent most of today with her nd yea....we got conkers! is that how u spell it? oh well no wait...no yea i did spell it rite well yea i hopefully will get to now these ppl
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Wednesday, September 8th, 2004
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i think its about time to mention my your gorgeous, kind, smart, funny, caring, witty friend Debs! She is the best lol...yes she is kool
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Monday, September 6th, 2004
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ugh....it was the 1st day of skool today, wasnt as bad as i thought it would b though. got a few of the retards in my classes....but at least its not the whole group only 1 in each class. Bob's in my class for another year! yay! its crazy he's a chav but he accepts me as a normal person....so do all his friends, except for calling me pimp theyre all ok.
There's only 13 ppl in my music class...mr ingleton seems much nicer now that theres less ppl, he's like a whole diffrent teacher. i missed out on having miss pike!! i cant believe it! she's like the greatest teacher ever! she let us listen to gc and rhcp and everyone....nd i wont ever get her! curse the ppl who sort out on making the classes, ill get them!
yay! alice has joined our band yay! its gonna b way more fun than it was!
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Saturday, September 4th, 2004
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i dunno wot happend last nite....couldnt get to sleep, it was just things in my mind echoing over and over they wont go away. i spose school will take these things away and put more in. but i realised alot of things last nite....some god some bad. now i see y they were kept from me, i feel much better that i kno now those things though
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Friday, September 3rd, 2004
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woo look at it its all jazzy!!! thanks to alice! im so useless on doin things like that stupid codes. now i'm gonna update on here more and try nd get more friends (on here not in real life...ive already got too many) so yea
i got tickets to see the darkness! and blink! and hopefully ill get some other 1s, which would b the best thing ever! oww i came on here to go on here to say things...something'll come to me in a minuite, nope nothing yet. oh well
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Thursday, July 22nd, 2004
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1. Who are you really?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?
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Wednesday, May 26th, 2004
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these ppl they just wont seem to leave, ive tried ignoring them but it wont work there abuse just goes rite though. everybody leave me alone
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i hate every1, yesterday i was getting out my cd player as i was walking home nd this chav pushes me into these bushes, spits on me nd says ' go cut ur fucking wrists'. nd on the reast of the way home there was all these ppl shouting at me....i kno they do it all the time but now its getting to me.it just makes me feel that every1 hates me....wats the point of living?
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I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear
I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
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i had an arguement with alice last nite nd now i think she hates me nd its all my fault. ive txtd her but i havent got a reply probably coz she aint got no crdit. i dont blame her if she doesnt want to tlk to me n e more coz i was really stupid, i was just taking it out on the 1st person who tried to help me.
Well if ur reading this alice, u have to kno how sorry i am...i shouldnt have said those things.i love u being my friend nd if i lost u i dont kno wot i would do. i never meant to say those things its just i was really really upset bout every1 always shouting at me nd i guess i just took it out on the closest person.
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i hate my stupid little brother! he ripped my new level 2 t shirt! but i made him pay hehe i was evil, then he started to chase me but i just took him down agen hehe its fun wen its on a trampoline wen u hit ppl they bounce back up. i kno it was evil but he shouldnt have ripped my shirt....thats a message to all u shirt rippers out there!
i then went in my friends hammock for bout two hours it was fun, but i fell out of it rite at the end stupid hammocks. but i t was fun wen 1 of my friends friends came in it with me ;-)
after we had food we all locked ourselves in their conservatory nd turned the music rite up... we didnt let my bro in nd he was all like 'y are'nt i allowed in?' nd i sed 'y did u rip my shirt?'i kno its silly that i keep goin on bout my shirt but i only got it the day b4!
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im soo bored! there's nothing to do today, i took my guitar to skool nd i was annoying my teacher by playing really loud in music he's stupid. my headmaster said cock nd balls nd i was the only 1 who laffed...everyone probably thinks im real immature - which i am! yay! go immature ppl!
alice hasnt come on yet...im waiting for her to. mite go off in a minute though, go nd play my drums hehe.
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i hate ppl being sad it brings me down, its stupid coz im not normally sad nd when ppl r happy it makes me happy its kool. it makes me think that i should think for myself coz mostly when i tlk to ppl i have to tlk to them through the whole group, icant tlk to them just by themselves. when i tlk to ppl on the internet its okay coz its not like there actually there, mayb its just me being stupid but i find it that way oh well.
Sandy has now said that he is over lorna nd he needs to find sum 1 diffrent, i was all like 'o-kay' but then he said that he is meetin up with lorna's sister on sunday! i thinks its unfair coz its her sister...he's already gone out with lorna nd its just like he wants to go out with her sister so he can get to lorna, well at least thats wot i think.
i just read alice's lj nd it seems that she is sad coz of telling sum guy all her secrets, then she went on to write about ppl cutting themselves..i hope she wont even think of cutting herself, it doesnt acheive anything only more pain, mayb when she comes on i'll try nd cheer her up after all i am her best friend :)
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i spoke to alice's friend kay (i think thats her name lol) she's kool. i also played my drums loads nd annoyed the neighbours with my drums....hehe im evil but who like to stay in bed on a sunday i dont! so i woke every1 up. i have almost completed my band yay! all i need to do is get tom to play drums (nd he'll do it anyway) then we can play at holly's bday yay! it'll b our 1st gig...we need a name, im trying to think of 1 but no luck yet. i have 4 completed songs! yay! im workin on another 3 which r almost finished. hehe nd i have the guitar nd bass part to 1 of them woo! its gonna b sooo fun!
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well now i kno that you knos that i asked you out lol, an answer would b nice! lol but oh well i dunno y u havent answered yet but it would b nice, lol even if u do say no i dont mind like i sed b4 all i need is to kno u nd thats gd enough 4 me, girls like you dont come round that often so i just tried to take the oppertunity to ask u out (twice haha!) these are all the things i can never say to ur face coz i get all embarrased nd stuff.
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i have drums!! yayay but im not alowed to play them till tomorro :( oh well at least we got them!
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